My First Love
One of my favorite pastimes is wandering the aisles of independent bookstores checking out the mystery novels, looking for books by new writers and new books from old friends. Writers take me into little known corners of the world—Dana Stabenow teaches me about Alaska, Alexander McCall Smith about Africa, and Cara Black about Paris. I love learning about a new place, and I understand the satisfaction derived from writing about a city or landscape well loved. For me that place is India.
My character Anita Ray grew out of a deep love of India and a longing to experience that country when I couldn’t get there. If I couldn’t take my vacation traveling out to the beach at Kovalam, I could send Anita, watch her stop at the local temple, enjoy a bowl of fruit sitting on the beach, or ride along with her on a bus into the hills. She took me to all the places I loved but were too far away to get to.
When I was about ten years old, perhaps younger, someone gave me a book of stories set in Asia, and I was hooked. I have never forgotten that book, and I have never forgotten the moment those stories opened up an entirely new world to me. And that was about it for several years—until I was sixteen. I went to a very progressive girls’ school (which is why I still count on my fingers) and had the good fortune to be offered a class in Asian history.
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Once again the fascinating world of India (and, yes, also China and Japan) worked its magic on me, and my love of Asia deepened into a love of India specifically. After the end of the class, I spent free time looking for information on India—cutting photos out of magazines, studying images of buffalos and monsoon damage and sari-clad women and visiting museum collections of Indian art. I was not very sophisticated about it, obviously. Unfortunately, back in the 1960s, there wasn’t much information available. India was regarded as just that country with millions of people living in poverty. Who would want to know about that?
And then I went to college, where the cosmos presented India in the form of art history, and that was it. I couldn’t get enough of it—and fortunately my professor was kind and tolerant and kept devising more classes for me to take. At the end of the year, when I had to graduate—and thus leave behind all these wonderful opportunities to explore India—he announced an Asian festival for the coming year—art lectures, exhibits, dancers, visiting scholars.
I was tormented to be a worker and not a full-time student, but overjoyed to be participating anyway. (And so began my life as a writer with a day job.) And that year did it for me. An idle comment about graduate school and the following year I was on my way to the University of Pennsylvania, where I was the only graduate student studying India who did not arrive via the Peace Corps.
After living in India during two year-long trips, getting a PhD (yes, in Sanskrit), I had to get a job, again, so I reentered the so-called real world. I thought India was lost to me, and did my best to put it behind me. Then, after many years, my husband casually remarked that he had enough “miles” for a round-trip to India—for one.
I went back to Kerala, in South India, and not until I landed in Madras (the name recently changed to Chennai) did I believe I’d actually get there. When I landed in Trivandrum in Kerala I was stunned with amazement—and so were the friends who opened the door to someone they hadn’t seen in fifteen years.
That was in 1999, and I’ve been returning almost every year since, trying to remember as much Malayalam as possible, taking in the changes in the landscape (high-rises everywhere), the streetscape (girls in jeans and tight jerseys), and shops (air-conditioning!). I’ve rejoined a community of friends that, kindly, never forgot me, and now I even toy with the idea of living there for six months a year after I retire. All right, so I’m dreaming, but it feels so wonderful to imagine.
I have never questioned the appeal of this country for me—it’s something I’ve taken for granted—it’s just a part of me. A good friend feels the same way about Umbria in Italy, and another has devoted his life to visiting Guatemala and helping a certain village there. Our callings, if I may characterize this love of other lands in this way, is a mystery to me, but thanks to Anita Ray and her extended family I can play with the smaller mysteries of her life while content to live within the greater one in mine.
Susan Oleksiw writes the Mellingham mystery series featuring Chief of Police Joe Silva and the Anita Ray series, featuring Indian American photographer Anita Ray in a number of short stories. The first book in this series is UNDER THE EYE OF KALI, coming from Five Star in 2010. Learn more about Susan at her website, www.susanoleksiw.com
14 comments:
Susan,
Thanks for the heads up on this exciting web site. I've enjoyed reading the "rules" and your posts on India and background on your fascination with it. thanks, too, for putting me in contact with Kathleen. Her help has been invaluable as Iwork my way through my first novel.
Ed Powers
Ed - Thank you for dropping by. I hope you'll come back and visit regularly. I have new guests every Tuesday, and I share a lot of craft and writing tips as well.
Susan,
Thank you for (ages ago) recommending Alexander McCall Smith. And, now, thank you for the other authors. It occurs to me that I have not read any of Anita but only Joe. This must be remedied as soon as humanly possible! I really love your imagery of India and enjoyed seeing the photos.
On another subject, I hope your July 7th is very special and that being a part of this blog only adds to it!
David Scott Allen
Thanks to all my friends for dropping by.
Susan
Susan,
Thanks so much for pointing me in this direction. I loved reading about your relationship with India. Of course, my theory about why you love the country so much (and why your friends love their own chosen places) has everything to do with reincarnation. You wuz there before without doubt, just as I was!
Hope to see you on the beach again some time soon!
Much love
Sunanda
Susan, your writing always leaves me breathless. You write so beautifully and I agree about the writer who take us to places we love.
Last night, thanks to a recent conversation with Ed, I dug out my copy of James Lee Burke's Jolie Blon's Bounce and spent the evening in a Louisiana bayou. Traveling by book is a great way to go....
Thanks.
Susan,
Thanks for sharing India with us throuh Anita's eyes. I always want more...
And hello Terry! We were on a panel together. I think it was Malice. Great blog.
Hi Terry!
Susan--I know this isn't the point, at all, so forgive me. But--I still count on my fingers, too. Or, in my head, but on my fingers. (Especially for anything that has to do with 5 plus 8. I have NO idea.)
So--why did this happen to us?
Confessions of another finger-counter here. And when my twin daughters were very young, they came into the kitchen to announce with great pride about how much something plus something was. Since the numbers were higher than normal, I asked how they'd figured it out. In a VERY RARE moment of cooperation, they'd used each other's fingers AND toes. (Sorry, that's not to the point either)
Terry, that's adorable! And it sounds like we've come upon another blog idea!
xoxo
How wonderful that you've gotten to experience and write about a place you love so much!
Dara,
I count myself very lucky to have had so many wonderful opportunities in India and to be able to write about it.
Susan
Susan - terrific! Love seeing the photos, too.
As I am from India - and because I still have family there I do continue to visit. And I must admit that going to the small towns or up in the hills is pleasant and probably still has a lot of the old 'heart' of the country. (Maybe that's true anywhere in the world). But the modern large cities are overcrowded and dirty and the people often rude. Perhaps that's the fall-out of overcrowding. Please everyone read Aravind Adiga's White Tiger and you will understand the deep anger that there is growing slowly but surely in the subcontinent. Sorry to put such a big damper on such a happy spot.
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